just finished watchin'da DESPERATE H0USEWIVES!,it was really nice!..en s0 da narrating was really g0od.it is really true,s0mewhere s0meh0w,UGLY SITUATION ALWAYS EMERGE!,but..hey,datz life!th0 we must all kn0w h0w make things seem beautiful.Just like dec0rating y0ur own life,what lay0ut its g0nna be..or simply makin'it simple.
i haven't g0t a chance t0 write much stuff dat happened over the weekends. Well,da weekend was FAB!,except dat i g0t sw0rn again by diz oda guy..hu juz l0st respect t0wards me.and if i wasn't mistaken,he sw0re at me even b4!..w0t a gurl 2d0?,if he l0st respect 2wards me,why l0se respect 2wards myself,right?HE CAN GET L0ST!..all i kn0w,i deserve better treatment than dat!;)
nweiz,letz m0ve on!,i had a fantastic weekend!,alth0ugh it was a BURIAL of my c0usin. L0tsa pe0ple came,and s0 my other relatives. S0metimes,when i think ab0ut it..i have alm0st f0rg0tten they still exist!..well,im talkin'b0ut my ENEMIES!,and n0w that i have m0ved on with my life..they c0uldn't even get near me.or s0meh0w,the treatment is a lil bit better!
i d0n't kn0w if it was just me that i'm starting t0 l0ve myself again..dat dey c0rresp0nd on h0w i treat myself n0wadays!
we went t0 cantina tequilla last saturday.en me,cherry,milet,shyne and ryan r0cked da nyt!..it was a g0od thing dat dey enj0yed our c0mpany. I mean,if my c0usin,MILET didnt enj0y our c0mpany..,she w0uldn't invite us t0 her fashi0n sh0w on N0V.15,ryt?YIPEEE!,i'l get a chance 2 watch a RUNWAY!..hmmm..
Dellaz ph0ned da other day and he's taking me 2 his studi0 on friday or saturday..h0pe everything will do well!
t0o bad dat my bestfriend c0uldn't make it with us on SAT!wish she was there,t0o!;)
...there are l0tsa guys wh0 keep on calling or smsing me!but this relati0nship thing has g0tten int0 me. Its like,i'm fed up wit it,en derz n0thing m0re of me 2 give...
i am n0t hurtin..
just g0t tired,maybe!
and LOVING S0ME0NE AGAIN
is just
TO0 G0OD
TO
BE
TRUE.
i juz had en0ugh!
and i d0nt think i am ready again,and s0meh0w..n0t afta 3 m0nths time. I just kn0w and i feel it, it just aint the right time f0r an0ther relati0nship...
but i am s0 glad I AM OVER OF THAT SHIT. i supp0sed i just fell inl0ve with fallin' inl0ve but n0t really int0 l0ve. And..datz juz n0t ryt! I mean, i aint dat desperate 2 be l0ved,am i? But i am just glad dat i have cut it out..cuz i am juz tired of trying,caring,l0ving..and crying!
To Lee,
From the moment I saw you, you caught my attention. I knew deep inside that it was really something special. And I gotta know what that feeling was....
You got me speechless when you first held my hand.
I thought of forever the first time we kissed under the rain....
And when you told me you love me for the very first time, it became the perfect moment in my life.
I never really realized that I have loved you from the very first time I laid my eyes on you...........^^,)
And I am so grateful we are still together since the day we met,
...................and will always be together.
From the roughest journey to the smoothest road we'll ever face and will ever be in in this relationship, for I can conquer the rocky roads as long as I am with you.
I LOVE YOU.
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