I have n0 idea how l0ng has it been since we br0ke up. I d0n't even kn0w wether I should be glad or be sad with the fact that me and him separated.
I'm trying n0t to think of him,n0t to cry,n0t to call him,sms him... I'm trying n0t for him to think I am still into him. Or am i? I don't kn0w. I just wanna take him out of my head... I wanna m0ve on.
He was s0 special to me. I did everything I can to keep our relationship work! But he threw all that away. It was so easy for him to get over me that quickly because I had m0re sacrifices in that relati0nship,and n0 matter how I explain myself how I treasured our relationship- he w0uldn't kn0w! Because he did n0t go thr0ugh all the things I did- just to be with him!
It hurt a lot. I have cried over him like hell, th0ught i w0uld go crazy! Did n0t sleep,c0uld n0t eat. Got rejected over and over.
I thought i could still save it if i would lower my pride, but he kept pushing me away...until my tears ran dry, my heart went numb and i just d0n't kn0w wether to hate or blame myself! All I kn0w, I am d0ne with him.
I d0n't wanna enter s0meone's heart when he shuts its do0r everytime I try to kn0ck!
To Lee,
From the moment I saw you, you caught my attention. I knew deep inside that it was really something special. And I gotta know what that feeling was....
You got me speechless when you first held my hand.
I thought of forever the first time we kissed under the rain....
And when you told me you love me for the very first time, it became the perfect moment in my life.
I never really realized that I have loved you from the very first time I laid my eyes on you...........^^,)
And I am so grateful we are still together since the day we met,
...................and will always be together.
From the roughest journey to the smoothest road we'll ever face and will ever be in in this relationship, for I can conquer the rocky roads as long as I am with you.
I LOVE YOU.
Thank you for taking care of my heart...I love you so much...
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